Thursday, August 2, 2012

HIATUS OVER: Indoor Summer Guilt

Good God.  It's been almost a year.  Hiatus Indeed.

SO much has changed.  I still have my job at Dunkin' Donuts, just got promoted a little, which is awesome.

Though,  I am unable to live in my sorority house this year, while still a member, not living with my Delta Zeta sisters hurts me more than they know :/ I just got an apartment above a bar with my friend. I'm sure I'll be blogging about THAT experience.

Full-Time Student...... CHECK
Full-Time Job...... CHECK
Delta Zeta Responsibilities.... CHECK   
Apartment and Full-Time Bills.... CHECK  

Oh my.

ANYWAYS, I'm feeling very overwhelmed. Like, just consumed Taco Bell without Verde sauce level of nausea.  I have so much on my plate, too many new things, and feel very on my own.  But I am suffering from INDOOR SUMMER GUILT.  You know, when it's beautiful outside, but you have a tummy ache and want to stay on the couch, but feel guilty for wasting a beautiful day?

I can't sleep past 10 without feeling like I've wasted a beautiful morning, even though we all know I'm watching Maury from 10-11 anyways.  I can't nap, because it's just so nice out, how could I waste it?  I can't even write a DECENT BLOG BECAUSE I'M BESIDE A WINDOW AND IT'S JUST TOO DAMN NICE. Alas, my tummy hurts and I'm sleepy, and I just want to eat lunch and take a nap.  It's similar to the dilemma of:

*Sleepy-Time-Limbo* - DEFINITION - When it's late at night and you're too tired to be productive..BUT you feel guilty going to sleep when you have SO MUCH WORK to do, so you stay up surfing the internet or blankly staring at something, when you could be sleeping to be productive for the next day.  a.k.a. SLEEPY-TIME-LIMBO

Oh screw it.  I'd think of something witty, or cool to tell you, but honestly, I can't. The Window....it's just...TOO DAMN NICE!

Silver Lining?  I get to enjoy a nice day while being tired and having a horrible tummy ache.

Hiatus = OVER